Lonely World

Song

2010-03-24T00:25:00.001+08:00

你说我们不会变作回朋友会舒服些
你说你怕太浓烈走得越远越没感觉

你说时间会冲淡一切距离让我们好过些
但是你走得越来越远我却越来越有感觉

我寄生在你的世界多一天
就连自己影子都要看不见
你带走了什么你看不见
它却不断侵蚀着我每一天

我寄生在你的回忆多一天
就连自己声音都要听不见
我哭喊着什么你听不见
因为我寄生在回忆里面
在这回忆里面

你说我们不会变作回朋友会舒服些
你说你怕太浓烈走得越远越没感觉

我想学着忘记这一切学着洒脱酷一点
但是你走得越来越远我却越来越有感觉

我寄生在你的世界多一天
就连自己影子都要看不见
你带走了什么你看不见
它却不断侵蚀着我每一天

我寄生在你的回忆多一天
就连自己声音都要听不见
我哭喊着什么你听不见
因为我寄生在回忆里面
在这回忆里面

i like my new job and also my old job......

2010-03-17T21:38:00.002+08:00

I enjoying my new working life now.... 9 to 5pm job not bad... and im doing part time interior designer job also.... which my ex boss suggested.... and i easily accept his suggestion. Holding 2 jobs at the moments.... 2 jobs also related to property and dealing sub contractors all these i find it kind of connection..... not bad.....

nice song 2010

2010-02-09T23:49:00.001+08:00

找不到人说心里的寂寞
找不到人懂怕黑的折磨
找不到命中注定在一起的那个人
很多人都笑我一个人过生活

爱只有简单笔画却比想象复杂
恨安定爱变化
我爱过几个人也被爱过几遍
却还是没能将幸福留下

爱是不可數的吗为何我还相信
它不是独行侠
我在等一个人在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行别害怕

用不完身边泛滥的自由
开始怕孤单是一种诅咒
羡慕我能飞的人为何在天黑以后
还是宁愿回到爱情那个枷锁

爱只有简单笔画却比想象复杂
恨安定爱变化
我爱过几个人也被爱过几遍
却还是没能将幸福留下

爱是不可數的吗为何我还相信
它不是独行侠
我在等一个人在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行别害怕

我在等一个人在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行相信她

Onitsuka Tiger The Shoe I Want

2009-12-28T23:14:00.003+08:00

Avatar is a nice movie

2009-12-28T22:57:00.002+08:00

Watched with friends at bishan GV after a very tough soccer match at kallang the cage... Due to not enough ppl that y need to keep playing for non-stop 2 hours hahaha but is fun and hope not every sunday ba..... Avatar nice movie.... the only thing i like is the way they use their hair to connect hahaha USB sia.... maybe this idea is good for me as in no need to talk so much just connect and ppl know what u r thinking and feeling... very creative.... next time in future we also can see our army change into something like avatar so that human no need to die during war time..... Coool... Yeah Arsenal win Villa nice god like by Fabregas.... Free kick and nice finished by him which create by walcott...... Today 5th day le..... Going to end 2009 soon le here come 2010 hope it will be a good year for me..... weather is cool hope to sleep tight tonight.....

Wedding Dinner at Grand Park

2009-12-27T08:00:00.002+08:00

My dad's friend son getting married and i was invited because he is my sub-contractor hahaha now i explain this because some ppl will asked me y am i involved hahaha. Been to Grand Park for wedding dinner 2 times le..... Interior still the same, hows the groom and bride enter the ballroom still the same as my previous invitation but this time round the food is different.... Last night the food is wonderful....worth it.... Some ppl said 1 table about $1400 wahsssssssss....... But really enjoy last night able to see all the old seniors lao jiao from carpenters, painters, tilers and etc.... Some actually i work with them b4..... hahaha today her 4th day in overseas but her 2nd day in new york wah able to enjoy 2 Christmas in 1 day not easy leh ahaha enjoy enjoy......

This is how i spent my Christmas day

2009-12-26T01:05:00.003+08:00

Morning breakfast wanton mee hahaha fav of all mee series haha... Then to my grandma house and continue my PSP game......Received phone call from my client and after my lunch took bus to office.... In office amend the quotation as my client need it asap so that he can start up his biz.... So change everything and even add in my company letterhead den sent to him through email.... In the mid of these process, my friend msn mi wanna go out and shop anot.....After sending my email, i meet them at orchard mrt to shop for my stuff hahaha actually just see see only becos i know the items i want all are quite ex.... End up buying a long sleeves cotton sweater at Esprit which cost me $89.90 haha just buy nia...... After shopping went back home to get car and send my friend to pasir ris follow by me going to James house for Christmas Party... Thanks for inviting......Today 3rd day for her trip le enjoy enjoy merry christmas hack care still sent a sms greeting to her hahaha......

Merry Christmas Everyone

2009-12-25T00:59:00.002+08:00

Merry Christmas everyone.... Had a great night at my previous neighbour house for bbq gathering haha..... Just go there to chit chat and eat... my neighbour and her sister said i look like zhang yao dong.... really meh y everyone keeps saying this sia.... but nvm... Tomolo off nice actually is declare by myself de haha just feel like going shopping nia haha join in the mood haha. Tomolo night going my friend's house for Christmas Dinner also hahaha eat and eat and eat sooner or later become fatty fatty fat..... Nvm la dont care le..... Today her second day in Germany le wish her Merry Christmas also haha Enjoy the scenery there take more photos back.....

Tomolo Christmas Eve le

2009-12-23T22:20:00.002+08:00

Tomolo Christmas Eve le song bo but still need to go office do some quotation... Not bad haha today lady boss cooked pineapple rice and chicken wing while 2nd boss bought baked potato salad and mutton ribs haha yummy yummy...... enjoy relax and chit chat haha they are planning to go Batam during Jan.... I might join them if im free and hope im free ba..... Today also her day 1 to Germany long flight sia... should be reaching Germany soon ba..... Be safe and take care....

Stun by my colleagues

2009-12-23T09:11:00.004+08:00

Wat a Christmas gift from my colleagues..... they bought this during our office trip to Bangkok while im serving my ICT hahaha.... Thanks anyway very kind of u all hahaha... seriously i don dare to wear leh lol..... but i will keep as souvenir ba haha.... Super tired this morning yet happy.... Oh She received the Christmas card le nice just in time... i thought the postman will deliver late somemore i drop the card during weekend..... Just nice nice ...... Oka la shall prepare to go to work le tata bloggers.....

Y rain and rain....

2009-12-21T22:44:00.002+08:00

Really don like raining dayzzzzz God pls stop raining.... sianzzzz out no where i realise i had been sms her nearly for a month le..... feel happy for her becos knowing she is not sad about the break up anymore although i didnt ask.... Keep it up ba always be happy.... listening to all andy lau's song nice during this kind of weather and mood ba.... 11pm le time to sleep and wake up for run.... don think too much.... focus and everything will be smooth.... maybe i really think too much... Hahahaha

Wonderful Weekend

2009-12-20T23:06:00.004+08:00

After ICT , really spent a good weekend with poly friends and my commandos officers. For poly friends, we are suppose to spent our great evening at yuuki house but end up cancel due to some reasons. We had a great one at crystal jade but only steamboat haha i think is not bad la i can say the service is good. After CJ suppose to watch movie end up the movie timing is so late end up we move to somewhere we can sit down and CC. Super tired that night reach home about 1.50am, just nice for arsenal match hahaha. Haiz good luck to Man u.... Today Sakura at Dhoby Ghaut with my officers gang haha had a great one... CC and sad to know some leaving for attachment soon 6mths not bad..... hahaha take some photos... Our camera man will upload the pictures in facebook don worry. After that some went home and some went to Chill at donno where le hahaha... Ok la Tomolo start work le which means start of my plan le focus on my work and my target le..... Work first ba target i think abit hard haizzzzzz let it be nature....... 72nd level sound interesting.... roof top pub nice nice

Nice sunday morning

2009-12-13T08:08:00.003+08:00

A nice sunday morning to receive sms haha... last night cant really sleep due to a very full wedding dinner at orchid country club... my dad's friend's son.... Im going for kallang cage soccer later first time there and hope to perform hahaha.... Last night EPL 2 giants didnt make it, hope arsenal can destroy liverpool tonight. I cant watch it becos i will be in camp le haizzzzzzz....Monday going Tekong le songzzz but going to be a very shag one i think so.... Another highlight of next week den everything will be easy soon.... ICT still can go sentosa not bad hahaha shall have fun....Wah so fast ICT going to end soon but is a good chance to meet up with old batch boyzzzz.... Although some deferred becos of studies, still got around 80% come back for this ICT... Hope to see the other 20% join back during the next ICT......Ok la catch up with u guys soon after my ICT... Hope the gathering is on the verge planning by someone ba if not that's it hahaha Mr Holick pls don ask me how, i want answer nia.....

Home Sweet Home

2009-12-05T22:45:00.003+08:00

Wah 3 days in camp really feel different haha back to those daze where you wake up early and do morning PT nice i really like this lifestyle haha. Everyday also can book out but i will still stay in camp, do some running and pt where the rest of the guys book out. Reservist is totally different sia... where you can see all the 'lao jiaos' doing different things as you haha sooner or later we will follow them hahaha. Good to see some familiar faces and sad to know those who cannot make it for this in camp training. For this ICT is quite relax after looking at the training schedule.... Ok sure end here and go support for Arsenal le...

Nice Song For 2009

2009-12-02T14:09:00.000+08:00

跑过快红灯的路口我们大笑著一起回头
不用刻意做些什麼两颗心就会满出来快乐
想起来怎麼像梦小的美好大的感动
是过了多少个秋冬沦为夏天的电影只能重播怀旧

我们是两颗会痛的石头猛烈冲撞后裂了缝
永远都不会懂什麼叫认错还相爱却调头放手

心疼你是颗会痛的石头想要抱住你却混乱沉默
倔强的表情裏闪过了失落你的泪让我痛

我的浪漫太不及格你猜中却还配合没说
想作支歌记录你我写三句身旁你的眼红了
想起来怎麼像梦小的美好大的感动
是过了多少个秋冬沦为下片的电影只能重播怀旧

我们是两颗会痛的石头猛烈冲撞后裂了缝
永远都不会懂什麼叫认错还相爱却调头放手

心疼你是颗会痛的石头想要抱住你却混乱沉默
倔强的表情裏闪过了失落你的泪让我痛

Catch Up.....

2009-12-02T13:05:00.002+08:00

Oh Super long didnt update my blog le hahaha hi everyone....... Im going for my reservist this week yeah but see the weather haizzzzzzzz..... but its okay is good to see some familiar faces in camp haha.... First day in camp PT liao this morning just receive the msg from my Acting OC haha.... Coooool lets check everyone's fitness level hahaha.....

First Project

2009-09-01T23:29:00.003+08:00

Yoz everyone..... Today spent the whole at bishan 8 condo... arrange so many ppl to come and deliver stuff today..... firstly, carpentry to install the cabinets, second ceiling fan installation, thirdly fridge installation, follow by landscape guy to discuss something with my owner after tt follow by table top guy to make measurement.... super busy haha.... this project almost finish this week need to settle everything cant wait to take photos and post them online haha...... im very happy... currently 2 more projects on hand hope can deal it.... Hope can follow my CFRL plan... working very hard to learn as many things as possible... tt y im willing to stay on site to learn...... although some seniors of mine told mi i should trust my workers... is not i don trust them is because for my learning stage tt y i willing to spent more time to see how they fixed things and etc.... Wah so fast im been working for 1 month plus le... during school days difficult to ask everyone out now working le also very difficult to ask everyone out especially for my case haha.... but don worry make appointment everything can be settle haha......End

Latest Works

2009-07-10T11:20:00.003+08:00

My latest school work... Not going to continue study le have to work already.. Next week going to start work at my dad's friends company. Although is a small company, hope i can learn as much from them. Life is getting more hectic for mi once i work haha becos i going for part time course at night. The course starting at October. Good for me learn while im young. Next time my friends ask me out have to advance booking le becos i will be super busy...

Finally got time to update haha

2009-05-06T22:23:00.005+08:00

Wow super long didnt update my blog le.... Alot of ppl might forget who am i le.... Currently having one week holiday but going to end soon starting school next monday, super fast ... but its alright becos i love to go school. haha.. Abit Sian Arsenal lose Champion league le haizzzz Totally no attack at all not like the Arsenal i know sia..... Maybe no Arshavin ba haha Next Year see how Arshavin whack them back..... One more scary stuff, is that i broke my friends's wrist just becos he save my shot ..... So powerful that his wrist injure and now on cast... super scary... don tell mi i have master my rasengan shot haha..... if my shot so powerful on field i will be very content le haha... Shall update some school work for you all to admire ahahaha.....

my lighting model using test tube to play with lighting hahaha cool right sort of the latest MOS haha... can ask them buy my idea sia.... actually want the green light to change to other diff color de but cant find my tools so use one colour to represent all. Some are effects are using LED torch
to create the lighting.........

all my chairs haha the one im sitting is base on 1 : 1 scale, red one is 1 : 5 scale and black is 1 :10
scale.... Super Cute and nice hahaha

Going Library Is Fun

2009-03-11T07:45:00.002+08:00

Really cant imagine i will visit the library for so many times in a week... this morning i will be going there again. Maybe next time i will still go to the library.... Lvl 8 is lke a place for designers haha u can find any books related to design over there. But viewing through is not enough i feel like buying some of the books which i find it useful. Maybe after visit i will go to bras basah to buy some design books. There is one shop which sell all kinds of design books de. Last night, i noticed she accepted my invitation in msn le.... at first im very happy but recall back that she is engaged..... my heart is like being freeze again..... and donno whether should i tok to her or just pretend im busy..... haizzzzzzz and recently she poke mi like almost everyday in facebook.... Although the action is there (i poke back), the feel is not there any more...... Not like last time eager to go FB to see whether she got reply or poke, now is like going FB once a day or maybe twice the most..... Relationship really changes one person view and thought.... And at the same time growing strong......

My Birthday Bags

2009-03-05T15:07:00.003+08:00

First from left is strike predator hydration pack follow by strike cyclone hydration pack and 3day assault pack.... im getting one of this sia.....

She engaged le

2009-03-02T22:44:00.004+08:00

Yesterday night know shes engaged le ................ her status in facebook also changed le...............
wat can i do ?.................wat i did is just congrat her and give her all my blessing............. haiz...........
finally qing hua poison is being cured.......... becos kanna han bing palm directly to my heart and causes it to shatter like droplet of rain from the sky................ just feel like listen to this song..........
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ASJcAC6bxNE............... i really will be fine don worry.............

Need everyone's help

2009-02-25T14:01:00.002+08:00

Hi ladies and gentlemen, since now im super free, hope u all don mind give mi ur link to ur blog so i can add on to mine hahaha thanks appreciate.... Currently i added kelvin's blog le haha i need the rest from all of u thanks....Woah Arsenal win Roma super nice although just a penalty it really boost arsenal fan and team player's morale.... haizzz now den know my someone special 原来是那么受欢迎的。。have to face alot of challengers le haha.....

Nice Song By Fan Yi Chen - 一直

我关上门结束一天的旅程眼前出现的不是屋顶的灯总是被你的画面占据我所有视线一直到我深深入眠翻开日记上面第一页是你走在夕阳下说梦想的表情看你灿烂的侧脸心理坚定的誓言要守护你到永远朋友总给我一堆理由要我别再为你难过他们只是不懂我太多爱上你的理由其实我一直默默在你的身后每天深夜都会数着星星找你的星座担心你脆弱怕你受挫忘了自己的痛从很久以前到以后总坚持爱你没错其实看着你开心就能足够也许我还少了一点勇气把爱说出口只要你会懂会发现我我只是你的朋友这些年我一直站在爱你的路口翻开日记上面第一页是你走在夕阳下说爱我的表情看你逞强的笑脸心理坚定的誓言要守护你到永远朋友总给我一堆理由要我别再为你难过他们只是不懂我太多爱上你的理由其实我一直默默在你的身后每天深夜都会数着星星找你的星座担心你脆弱怕你受挫忘了自己的痛从很久以前到以后都坚持爱你没错其实看你开心就能足够也许我还少了一点勇气把爱说出口只要你会懂会发现我我只是你的朋友这些年我一直站在爱你的路口这些年我一直站在爱你的路口

Updating my bloggy

2009-02-24T18:56:00.003+08:00

wah super long le and its time to update haha holiday going to end soon march 2nd school reopen. another sem to go through good can start to learn new things from my new teacher. he say he will torture mi this sem haha we shall see.... u dont vomit blood can le becos im not the one who make u vomit blood.... yeah love weekend becos many things happening.... waiting for reply from facebook, soccer on sat at first toa payoh sec and sunday soccer at yck sec nice la more match practice train mi up... LONELY WORLD hmmm if success i think have to change this le haha cool LONELY WORLD is like about 5 years le leh..... see how working very hard to get attention from this someone special haha.... but recently getting tired le is it too much exercise le cannot be leh... i think last sat and sun under sun for too long le ba nvm don worry.... someone special is my special power for the moment... going out for dinner le update if got any progress.......................... enjoy the weather and sing a love song u will feel all the love........

Holiday yeah...................

2009-01-15T12:08:00.014+08:00

Wah i see spider web liao, my blog super long didnt update sia haha nvm now got time to update liao. Now having holiday till March super long. Everyday is either gym or swim haha and recently my friends form a soccer team outside asked me whether i want to join their team anot. And of cos im in haha, this sunday got match and same for the next sunday before our actual league start. Just join this team for fun ba somemore didnt really enter soccer competition b4, so willing to give a try. I mean field soccer haha. Wah these few weeks rot at home i think all my design skill will cui la need to go buy some books to refresh myself if not next term will suffer again. I wonder this term result when will it be out?? hope to score high for this 3 subjects but i scare very difficult becos among these 3 subjects 2 is group projects. Sure Gone F*** .... These few weeks will also make use of time to train and rest. Donno why keep getting injuries quite often haiz whole body cui liao here ache there ache must be over exercise. HAHA shld upload my portfolio.... COOL

Starting School Tomolo

2008-10-27T21:47:00.004+08:00

yeah after 2 weeks of holiday, school going to start tomolo. Going to continue software lesson super fun, hope can learn everything from teacher sia. These 2 weeks everyday gym plus swimming to keep fit haha becos before holiday due to projects no time to keep fit. So these 2 week super hard training to catch up haha. Also play some latest psp game: valhalla knight 2, fifa 2009 and midnight club LA. Waiting for diablo 3 , recently they updated another char Wizard, u all should go blizzard.com to view some of her skills super duper cool especially 'slow time' haha macham matrix. Nothing to do also catch up some movies that i had downloaded during projects time, finally catch up HOTSHOT series haha and also found a very nice song in this series of drama '真的我沒事' is the title of the song. Jay new album anyone ?? haha can look for mi dude ya anyway who playing diablo 3 ?? can let mi know den we can play together haha sometime teamwork is the best. Currently witch doctor is my choice haha. Super cool. Show u all the lyric of that song...... the lyric i even copy inside my notebook haha opps sorry i cant find the lyric online if see mi view my notebook ba.... RECESSION sianz don becos of this and stop us from gathering leh girls and guys free must come out sia if not all image will start fading off haha Friday just saw peishan leh long time no see haha i don say what i saw haha if not i sure die 不能说的秘密 haha at arcade sia .. Den my friend stir shit say tt guy can win mi in tt basketball machine haha den i say don anyhow say if ppl didnt say, the rest also heard tt den we watch tt guy play haha guess wat ??? don say haha shy shy shy shy but that machine is so addictive leh must buy one put at my house sia haha Aiseh http://www.516x.com/music/135109.html this is the song la must listen during raining days haha and don listen when u r sad haha. I shall stop le need to sleep early tmr will be a long day becos night lesson also haha.

Holiday yeah...................

2008-10-13T14:58:00.004+08:00

Currently having holiday for my full time course but still need to attend part time course at night haha super hardworking. Now busy with homework given but at the same time maintaining my fitness haha.. Gym and Swimming as usual. Today just have my haircut stunner. Yeah all the t-shirt i order had arrived not bad got shirt to wear liao. Recently no soccer on weekend liao sianz i think all friends busy sia only can stay at home on sat to watch soccer ba lucky recently got new game to entertain valhalla knight 2 haha enjoy playing..... Have to go back school on 27th Oct for software lesson nice nice must upgrade my software skill, hope teacher can teach watever he know and i will absorb everything haha. This holiday will be only maintaining of physical and homework nothing else must find something else to do haha....

Super Busy Lately

2008-09-12T00:00:00.003+08:00

Everyone is super busy this week not even one single sms haha Mi also super busy with school projects currently still got 3 projects in hand haven finish sia dying soon next week have to submit already. Recently went my friend's blog and saw some t-shirts she's selling so asked her to order 3 for mi. Nice right all the designs?? cute cute de Wah Eileen sent mooncake SMS haha so coincident sia must be her heart know what im thinking haha kidding la go sleep liao tmr still got lesson have to take photos and print my models for my project. I think tmr night can upload my model pics for u all to see liao.............

Updating..........................

2008-09-02T23:14:00.004+08:00

Long time didnt blog already, currently very busy with projects and stuff. Model making sometimes can be very stressful if you doesnt have any idea at all and donno how to start. Currently 3 out of 10 models completed. Everything still in the process but every model i built i will take photo so when i completed all 10 i post them up ba. HAHA don laugh sia all these need effort sia drain my brain's juice till dry sia. For the next 3 weeks, every sat have to attend 3D Max software lesson. One whole day from 9am to 5pm super shack, lucky night is still for mi to watch soccer haha EPL. 5th Wife also have le, very happy to have iphone but another problem is my itouch becos i intend to sell it. See anyone intend to buy anot ?? Less den 1 year old leh very pity to sell sia becos 'SHE' accompany mi to Thailand and South Afica without 'HER' everyday will be a boring day. Maybe selling my 4th wife also PSP becos not using anymore, anyone interested ?? Price can negotiate de don worry. Thanks friends help mi keep out also see anyone interested?? Thanks alot

I quit

2008-08-13T23:25:00.003+08:00

I just quit my job becos of $60 shortage and the 3 in-charges is like putting the blame on mi just becos im a part timer. This small issue 3 in-charges also cant solve is like a joke to everyone. After my class, one of the in-charge msg mi that theres a shortage of $60.40 after a certain times of check and say as a cashier, you should bare for it. I was like brain freeze for awhile. Nvm so i reply back that i will pay everything including my uniform and the shortage tmr. I also msg my 1st in-charge that today is my last day and i will pay everything tomolo. And the problem is today everyone also got touch the cash and y am i the one who need to pay just becos im cashier ?? abit unreasonable sia and recently everyday also shortage of cash but every morning i also got report to my in-charge. Somemore i think only PS giordano got 4 in-charges in total sia and their shift is to work in a team of 3 pax so if i got work tt means 2 in-charges also got work. Today is an unlucky day 4 in-charges got work and i also got work sure kanna makan sia. Anyway good la recently busy until my course assignment all haven finish sia, finally tomolo can start to do liao after i apply for my full time interior design course now study is everything. Just recieve a msg from the in-charge saying she is sorry from saying those words and should have ask those who got touches money to share the amount. Aiya now say this also no use already once my mind is set no one can change it. Tmr i will still go down and pay everything. $60 to mi is like working 10 hours there lor and to the one who take the money i think u better teach ur son or daughter to become a robber or blah blah blah. If money not enough stop eating fast food everyday den save up im sure u wont steal money. Really an asshole sia Make mi fed up over this small issue.

Updating...............

2008-08-08T00:25:00.003+08:00

Have you all wonder y male toilet always come first den female toilet ??

i will let u all know the answer when anyone of you all ask mi hahaha life getting boring le recently saw one article in the newspaper which indicate that DIP in interior design only take one year. And i also find out the price for it 9.6k i find rather cheap than normal poly or school. Just send them a email to enquire something regarding whether they do provide degree and whether their school ie being recognize anot. Hope to get their reply as soon as possible becos their intake is at AUG 18 this year super happy if i can study tt, as it cut down by 2 years.

Weather getting cold

2008-07-25T22:14:00.002+08:00

Recently weather turning cold becos keeps raining. At night can sleep peacefully liao. Right now just hoping for steamboat haha. Weather cold but body hot, i think eat too much heaty food already. Everyone pls take care.

This song is nice

2008-07-19T12:34:00.000+08:00

天空灰的像哭过
离开你以后
并没有更自由
酸酸的空气
嗅出我们的距离
一幕椎心的结局
像呼吸般无法停息
抽屉泛黄的日记
榨干了回忆
那笑容是夏季
你我的过去
被顺时针的忘记
缺氧过后的爱情
粗心的眼泪是多余
我知道你我都没有错
只是忘了怎么退后
信誓旦旦给的承诺
全被时间扑了空
我知道我们都没有错
只是放手比较好过
最美的爱情回忆里带去

天空灰的像哭过
离开你以后
并没有更自由
酸酸的空气
嗅出我们的距离
一幕椎心的结局
像呼吸般无法停息
抽屉泛黄的日记
榨干了回忆
那笑容是夏季
你我的过去
被顺时针的忘记
缺氧过后的爱情
粗心的眼泪是多余
我知道你我都没有错
只是忘了怎么退后
信誓旦旦给的承诺
全被时间扑了空
我知道我们都没有错
只是放手会比较好过
最美的爱情回忆里（待续）

我知道我们都没有错
只是放手会比较好过
最美的爱情回忆里带去（待续）
（相信你我还会有开始
只因我们都没有错）

Super sad day but im still doing fine

2008-07-19T03:25:00.003+08:00

Today is a sad day for mi, supposed to ask for her name end up her manager told mi that she is attached. So no choice just walked away with my milkshake and went back to work. Still feeling alright after 2 matches of bowling game with all my best buddies, just a bit heart pain only. I think will recover fast ba haha not a big problem at all.

你笑着说他是朋友但你眼中太温柔我的不安那么沉重只有你不懂他霸占了你的心中属于我的角落所以你说我们不是你和我是我想太多你总这样说但你却没有真的心疼我是我想太多我也这样说这是唯一能安慰我的理由他霸占了你的心中属于我的角落所以你说我们不是你和我是我想太多你总这样说但你却没有真的心疼我是我想太多我也这样说这是唯一能安慰我的理由我想我没有错怪了什么虽然你不说或许错在我太晚我才懂爱了你太多 OH~ 是我想太多你总这样说但你却没有真的心疼我是我想太多我也这样说这是唯一能安慰我的理由

你的爱很　像泡沫太轻或太重都不在手中我的爱就像　天空太放或太收你都只是风你来过　却爱上自由你出走　我不问理由我会好好过等你再爱我总有个角落会让你想起我我会好好过等你再爱我向右或向左都有我站在这里守候你留下很多够我面对寂寞寂寞不重重是爱太多我会好好过当你回头看到的一定　是我

谢谢你让我发现爱的存在

2008-07-17T00:00:00.002+08:00

每天的时时刻刻都想这见你不知道如何向你开口也知道自己没能力所以每天只能在角落旁看你。知道自己是一个不懂爱的人所以只好放弃。

Don think so much just enjoy life

2008-07-15T23:55:00.002+08:00

Forget that im suppose to be lonely forever de how can fall in love.... haha nearly forget sia so thats it..... case close to find out abt her le everything will be back to normal ......

Body getting weaker and weaker

2008-07-14T23:17:00.002+08:00

Recently keep working until very late den go home now body feel so shack, i think is becos lack of sleep ba. Sunday went Broadrick Sec play soccer again, this time assist plus score haha is a good game actually. At first we thought we are going to lose as opponent themselves wear until very pro. My friend straight away say this team very strong and i just reply haven play already say lose liao like tt how to win sia. hahaha end up we win the match. After tt go ah ma house to bath and have lunch. Den is work time already feel like falling asleep liao still need to go to work. Haiz no choice but today very happy after my lesson, went to take mrt, i purposely choose the path tt link to customer service counter den happen to see her closing door, super just nice. I start to walk slowly see whether she got follow up anot den i turn back didnt see her. Straight away went to take mrt, den something suddenly come up to my mind maybe she went toilet or wat so i skip the train and waited for the next train. 2 mins before train arrive, i saw her walking down the escalator wah got so zhun bo. Enter the train together but diff door haha observe her and see which stop she will alight. Today she work alone i think becos afternoon went to watch movie with JS saw her alone only. I think she is a full timer customer service ba. Will try my best tmr becos tmr i working afternoon shift song bo.

Wat a day....................

2008-07-06T23:50:00.004+08:00

This morning went to tanjong katong sec school to play soccer with Matthew and gang. Matthew who i knew in South Africa a very nice guy. It was a fun and a game to remember becos i didnt score any goal at all. Hahaha actually can score de when Matthew cross in and i head, the ball went in but ref say disallow. Haizzz. After game went to grandma's house to bath and have lunch. So tired until half way playing psp i fall asleep. Wake up at around 2 plus in the afternoon and continue with my game till dinner time haha. After a light dinner, my parents and i went to meet up with my dad's friend, Jingting's dad haha. Too bad Jingting not free cannot enjoy a great feast. Instead her sis stand a chance. Her sis super can eat sia i think 3 crabs she ate nearly 2 ba haha. Super alot of ppl there, some waiting for their turns and some already enjoying their great feast. After goodbye, went home and continue my drafting which need to submit tomolo de. Now enjoying editing my blog while listening to music haha.. Heard Diablo 3 coming waited for so long finally coming sure will by and enjoy. Saw the demo also the new char who have poison ability super cool sia can summon creature and pump poison at the creature he summoned super nice. Graphic also nice... Demons and evil creature also very cool u all will know when u all see the demo..........

Dark Knight + Hellboy 2

2008-06-21T17:10:00.005+08:00

Yoooozzzz guys these are the upcoming movies that i will be watching haha super cool movies. Yesterday went to DG to shop shop and found out that the arcade over there have TOU LAN JI super cool. JS and i went for a double per pax. Combine force we manage to score 567 but personnel best so far is 440 haiz... The most amazing thing that i saw is 2 women super zai combine force and they scored 1063 super LI HAI sia. Percentage is 81% i think they belong to sniper class sia and when watching them play u will be like godlike sia. Next week start my course le haha shall enjoy and show wat i have for this..

Wat a happy day

2008-06-05T21:23:00.002+08:00

After gym went KFC with ah fat, this guy didnt go gym becos he hollanded donno the way to hougang gym stunner sia. Didnt do much still finish 1 set of 3 pieces chicken meal. After tt went home bath and meet up jiasheng to order our frame for our poster. This is cool when job done i will go collect and show in my blog. Went to shop around to buy time becos JS meeting his mother at 6pm for a opera show at Esplanade cool guy sia. We went arcade also coolest machine of the day is tou lan ji (basketball shooting machine) super fun la, next time who want to go suntec city must jio mi along man. I scored 407 today. Den i make a move first to meet parents for dinner. Dinner finished went compass point to ask abt the SIM card problem. Nothing to do my mum decide to have ice cream feast at swensen so we went there and need to queue up, at the same time happen to meet my dad's friend so we invite his family along. It was fun and how a day end with so much fun.

Yoz Im back in Singapore

2008-05-31T11:32:00.005+08:00

After visiting South Africa, i feel im very lucky to be there. As im able to see alot stuff which a normal soldier may not have a chance at all. But come back to singapore abit not use to it as in sleeping hours change so much. Unable to sleep well during these few days when i touch down from south africa. So how everyone is fine in singapore and nothing much happened. Just finish my duty for MAS haha, just did one day to show my love for friendship and my battalion. Feel good nothing happen enjoy this exercise becos im able to know what exactly this exercise is about. Hmmm should stop here already dont say too much becos someone is stalking my blog for my OC so scary sia........... Like that also can, anyway there is nothing to hide becos everything is written inside my blog unless i forget abt it.

South Africa here i come

2008-05-07T12:40:00.005+08:00

Finally all my guys ORD liao, can finally rest abit haha. Now waiting to go South Africa nia is a very good trip for mi i feel becos not any saf soldier can have this opportunity. Thanks CO man haha. Recently also went for signal course and some other secret courses haha enjoy it becos able to learn something. Last few days fall sick but after a super jab still recovering soon but today will go for a run to build up fitness. Haiz ironman haven watch becos all my friends watched already i think i download and watch ba haha. Recently also modify my car, normal honda stream to rsz haha, just modify bodykit, side mirror, exhaust pipe, lighting and backwing super cool man can take a look at my car haha. Ok la stop here liao come back den update my blog super long didnt update liao got new life den update haha...................................................

Wat a day

2008-04-17T19:31:00.003+08:00

Today went for my xray at CGH super alot of ppl there, wait there for an hour or so. While waiting for my queue, i sat down and observe all the ppl there. So pity for the old ppl there and some are prisoners from changi prison i think. Very Kelian sia. After that meet up KS, KW and Eric, we went MS for a movie. Rogue the Er Yu. The movie is okay la but the stupid guy beside mi took off his shoe and put on the chair infront of him and he didnt realise that his foot is duper de stink la, my carls jr nearly puke out sia. Wat inconsideration guy. After the movie went walk walk, manage to buy a figure when complete i will put on my blog hehe. Went suntec to play arcade, i will sure go find my fav machine which is the bball machine and played three matches. After tt everyone went home or meet gf and im here updating my blog

Next Week On Leave Lor

2008-04-12T12:46:00.003+08:00

Next week onleave again having good life now sia. Later going friend house to bbq but now raining sia abit not right timing haha. Latest dream girl.

After 9 days of mission at Thailand

2008-04-01T22:15:00.005+08:00

Yoz guys im back currently having off in lieu by my CO for one week so good. Haha Hows everyone ?? got any latest info anot like anyone getting married or found a new bf/gf come on keep mi update leh, in Thailand for one month leh come back feel abit mountain turtle sia

After a long mission, end up we are still SAF number 1 battalion Cool right and this will be our 22nd time Best Combat Unit liao. I think is my lucky hand which hold the colour flag during our COC haha joking la is everyone's effort that make us the number 1 battalion in SAF. Wah Thailand is a fun place and was shiok to know that im going on july again haha i like the weather which is hot and i feel like giving mi alot of power sia. The ppl there are friendly also i miss the freeze there under a hot weather its feel so good to have a mango freeze yummy. Best for this trip is i had tried to pure tom yum soup from Thailand Wah is super duper hot and spicy la imagining im eating everyone staring at mi and sweat coming out from my brain cell. Super cool.... Battalion really put in alot of effort for this trip i really appreciate them. They really made our mission look like we are going for war. We even took UH1H to our LS which normally tonner was being used.

RAR also fun able to watch cobra show i think is the most exciting moment of all ba can see mongus challange the cobra i have taken down the video if want can ask from me haha. But too bad cannot watch muay thai sia wasted nvm July i will try my best to find haha.

Most nightmare of all is the so called "fish tank" la after dinner my friends ask mi go inside to view the fish tank with full of aunties. Nearly call out my dinner sia but really pity them la so old liao still have to do this haiz. Then the uncles inside also cannot automatic sia go for massage la anyway is only 200 baht let them earn abit la. Go Thailand didnt go for massage is it a waste ??? y everyone say tt i wasted a trip there sia. Come on leh my mission go there is for ATEC leh not enjoy sia if want to enjoy July den enjoy ba haha.

ok la i will stop here anything i will update my blog de don worry haha opps currently latest wife is my itouch which i bought before go Thailand and just for Thailand haha cool

29 of March and 30 of March

2008-03-30T22:40:00.000+08:00

Bday had passed old by one year le went out with my OCS friends, i thought they want to celebrate my bday sia end up is only a gathering session haha ok la quite happy to see everyone there. At night went dinner with parents, buffet sia carbo load alot haha Eileen thanks sia every year you are the first to sms mi happy bday really feel so touch and somemore saw you in the morning at market buying pancake. Too bad you got bf liao if not hahaha. My dream gal bday is the next following day of mine wish her all the best in her career and will always support her along. Hebe the best... Bday gift so far i think is my latest adidas running shoe ba no choice sia my nike free 5.0 spoil le after 5 matches of soccer in Thailand haha fun playing with the Thais guys.

Resting Period Before Going Thailand

2008-02-29T15:42:00.006+08:00

Recently have been resting at home before going to Thailand and strike again. Also make use of this time to recover and pack my stuff for Thailand. Going Thailand for one month for training when come back to Singapore sure will be TAN sia not bad. So far everything seems well i also packed finish my stuff liao. Went for a wonderful dinner with parents and also have dinner with JT thats was a nice one as we chat until very late. Sorry abt this forget you need to work the next day. Recently also dl alot of video for my latest wife (ipodtouch) cool right i also find it cool sia. Haha. This time go Thailand don have RNR sia only got Etour will be quite sad but its ok la can come back to Singapore early haha i wonder this time round my bday is celebrating there or in time in Singapore. Lets wish sia haha. I think this is the longest trip i ever been. Cool Shld be the final trip before ORD liao. See go there got chance see Muay Thai mah haha i love it man if possible can learn abit for there it will be so nice sia. Hmmm go there sure try the pure tom yum soup la yummy worth to try. Don worry guys i will miss you all there de. Take care ba I can back den celebrate my bday ba if can i act blur hahaha. Opps terriorist coming liao just beware and look forward to 2010 i think they will be here in Singapore.

Happy Valentine's Day

2008-02-11T13:31:00.000+08:00

New Year had passes and vday coming haha too bad in camp and lucky is single for this year again. Best Wishes to all friends who had gf/bf ba thats all i can do haha. So good to have a gf haha hmmmm i single for how many years already ?? i also lost count liao. Nvm la after ns we shall see haha If have sure will treasure and cover the single years for so long haha But say is easier than done haha. After ns come out and work and save up for studies first ba thats my current plan.. hmmm wat shall i do to earn alot for studies this must think for awhile sia... okay la stop here liao eveyrone enjoy ur vday and best wishes to u all

New year had passed

2008-02-11T09:10:00.000+08:00

So many things happened in these 4 days of new year break. As usual new year visiting of grandparents is a must for mi after tt is relatives. Like tt thursday and friday just passed but i enjoy going to grandparents and relatives house to have bbq pork. haha all tasted differently. Next is about BJ win alot this year not bad sia. Next is the most irritating thing that happened, sat and sun suppose to be pri and poly friends gathering end up is just a dream, really stunner sia next time don ask mi for this type of gathering sia if is not plan properly both organisers last min got something on and yet i told my parents i need to go out which in the end don have. Miss out so much fun sia haiz. Make this the last time becos i also don have time for any more gathering session liao.March going thailand soon

Happy Chinese New Year 2008

2008-02-03T19:51:00.000+08:00

hi guys finally my singapore outfield had ended whole body full of injuries but these few days will make full of it to recover my body... CNY coming hope everyone enjoy and can meet up to see each other for awhile haha. Ok la need to go camp liao hope everyone will enjoy this CNY and collect more hongbaos gong xi gong xi.........

重來

2008-01-25T16:33:00.001+08:00

有多少爱能重来
多少人愿意等待
失去之后才明白
走进回忆的安排
一幕一幕的对白
上演我们的未来
期待原来是一种伤害
深爱的人已离开
是我不该忽略你给我的爱
现在我只想回到最初的时候
不愿让你再泪流寂寞时侯
只有你会陪着我
现在我只想回到最初的时候
我知道你还爱着我亲爱的你
请你握紧我的手请你看看我
真的需要你的我一切重头(只要你回头)

Finally Can Relax Abit

2008-01-24T20:53:00.000+08:00

Wow so many weeks didnt update my blog already finally got time for this. After so many weeks of field training finallycan relax abit liao next week will be the final outfield for mi in singapore. After tt outfield will be at thailand already. I will be leaving for thailand in march and will be my first time celebrating my bday at overseas haha not bad. After so many weeks of outfield prep for my ATEC stage 1 today just went to receive my result i got recon 1 for my airborne and 2A for my Assualt mission very happy for these result becos didnt let my unit down. But there are some point to take note next time will be better if the mission maintain and improve from the pointers tt the umpire gave and advise. Very happy finally can sleep well for this ATEC mission i really cant sleep well becos there is alot stress. Even when planning for my mission CO come in and see so nervous den during my assualt even chief also come down to watch. This is how scary it is. Lucky everything went well if not sure get big times from OC, CO and COC. Finally need to thanks my men for putting their effort and OC for his guidance and last but not least all CRT guys.

My New Shade

2008-01-12T16:29:00.000+08:00

Finally can retrieve my new oakley shade liao waited for about 3 weeks. Its great to see everyone coming to my blog haha. Haiz lucky come home in time if not will be drench liao raining heavily outside now lor. After 1 week body feel tired and more tired after donno how many times of outfield. Kelvin still ask we all want to go Sentosa anot but see the weather like not so good for tomolo. I think Kelvin u can forget it liao, all got gf also not so free ba if u feel lonely can ask mi out for a drink ba i don mind. Becos i think weekend i very free de but for weekdays very difficult to find mi ba unless i on leave hehe. Today watched AVP 2 damm solid la but the cinema is like less than 10 ppl and somemore all go watch alone de not bad still got ppl join mi sia haha. No choice too desperate already after collect my shade straight away rush to AMK hub to watch liao haha. One Predator fight all is damm cool but in the end die haiz. Next show will be RAMBO 4 cool Jan 24th i should be free tt day to watch ba hahaha And one more show is jumper ar?? that show i thought Flash sia find it very cool may consider watching.

Credit Card and a full day

2007-12-31T13:57:00.000+08:00

Haiz must go make one credit card soon la Sat went out with Poly buddy and sisty for a last gathering of this year 2007 and celebrate my buddy Gerard belated bday. We went to MS to have our lunch but there are some late comers so end up having our lunch at around 2 pm haha Nvm So i went to buy cake and this so call cake shop don accept NETS so special de and that girl keep turning and looking here and there at my POSB card and tell mi that they don accept NETS. Abit Ma Fan leh lucky got cash la haiz. So bought the cake but we eat until so full that we didnt eat the cake and the cake is being brought by Gerard hahaha. Dream gal pic nice sia getting prettier and prettier . Best wishes to her for the upcoming 2008

Merry Christmas And A Happy New Year

2007-12-28T08:45:00.000+08:00

Sorry for the late greeting to everyone, once again Merry Christmas and New Year to everyone, hope all singles can find their love one soon as everyone is not getting younger and is time to think of future. How did i spent my Christmas Day?? haha it was a fun as i invited all my secondary sch buddy to my house for steamboat feast. We just eat and eat only haha. But in the morning is a sad day becos my mum went Korea with her company left mi and dad at home, this is the 2nd time celebrate Christmas without my mum haha hope she bought mi a present at Korea ba. These few days onleave not bad, finally can have a good rest liao. New Year start and i wish for ?? hmmm still no idea yet everything seem fine to mi for the moment maybe improve my english ba haha so must keep writing blog. Recieve GNC card today but instead of ZELL they put ZELI sianz one day free must go change liao if not sound like jelly la wat a christmas gift from gnc. Stunning. Lastly hope everyone in the world live in good health.

Happy Time Has Come

2007-12-21T21:49:00.001+08:00

Yeah its time to relac liao from today onwards. Tomolo can go watch movie den have Christmas dinner with my family members. Monday can go SimLim repair com, many plans coming haha. Just very happy becos can finally take a break, last 3 weeks just outfield only until donno day and night. Very Shack. But fun and memorable becos able to have US ration not everyone have a chance to try it. OC purposely bought from US to let all his DCs have a taste for it. It is light and contain a lot of good stuff. Like Bread, Cheese Spread, Chocolate Shake, Pork Rips and Utensil, Chewing Gum, Dessert, Chilli Sauce etc. Damm Nice la i just ate 2 pieces of bread with cheese spread can make mi very full liao. Haiz many people going holiday sia so nice haha but i still like Singapore very much hehe so i stay in Singapore. Movie and Movie... AVP2 coming it a must to watch. Watched Warlord liao a good show and very meaningful nice. Brotherhood is there. Going to but new speaker, new mouse and new sound card for my PC, haiz need to spent money again liao.

Super Tired

2007-12-15T22:27:00.000+08:00

Another shack week had passed and feeling very tired now but life still must go on haha. This afternoon just watched The Warlord by Andy Lau, Jet Li and Takeshi not bad very touching and learnt something meaningful in this movie. After tt went to PS to have some drinks and CC over there. Today is just a relax day for mi as for next week is another week of shackness again. HAAAAAA dying haha... 21st onward on leave le lor will make use of this time to repair my com liao keep giving mi problem and upgrade something ba haha Christmas gift for myself haha not bad. Later going supper with poly friends at blk 85 haha just eat and eat to recover. This Dec month already been outfield for 2 weeks plus next week will total of 3 weeks, by Jan i think outfield should be no problem already haha training very hard and hard. Need to start to find time to relax myself and start to know more friends liao... if not 21st onwards will only be staying at home play games haha.

Sad to hear this

2007-12-09T18:10:00.000+08:00

This morning recieve 1 message from my buddy telling mi that one of my friend father had pass away... Its very sad to hear this. I wonder how he feel right now, hope got time to attend the wake or go down visit my friend... Hope he can look at the bright side need any help still have this bunch of buddy to assist him. Weather recently also turning bad, all my friends also need to look after urself. Got gf de pls look after them got bf de pls look after them too, as for mi i will look after myself although now feeling abit sick but life still must go on. One day must meet up look at all ur faces feel the warmness if not memory started to fade away. Must maintain all the happiness we once had together.

Pocket Got Hole Sia

2007-12-01T21:47:00.000+08:00

Wah these 2 days spent alot sia almost 700 bucks. Spent mostly on my PC upgrade to a 500GB harddisk, graphic card and a dvd writer. Then 100 buck on patrol damm expensive sia..... Plus Makan here and there and this how i spent my 2 days just like tt hahaha. Nv mind money can earn de the most go for another 3 weeks outfield then can save up liao. Which is going to happen soon, this coming 3 weeks i will spent most of my time outfield...... Although very sianz but no choice training training and training. After these 3 weeks, u guys can find mi out to celebrate Christmas day liao becos from 21 to Jan im very free hahahaha.... I think will spent time playing games ba haha Nearly forget today i also just change my broadband to 12MB from Starhub... Shoik sia... Ok la shall stop here and enjoy my soccer match liao

Wat a day

2007-11-25T09:11:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was quite a relax day for mi, went sentosa in the morning, as usual ate at the market then Gerald drove us in. Join in the fun of playing volleyball but later incident happened that Gerald serve and hit James GF. Lucky she was alright and the funniest thing is that the ball still went in after hitting her..... After wash up everything at around late afternoon, we went vivocity for some snack becos lunch didnt makan. 6pm liao have to meet up with the rest of guys to celebrate wilson bday, we went marina south for steam boat. After a long day under the sun still eat steam boat will die sia hahaha. Today got special guest also, JT a friend of mine, becos long time didnt meet up liao so ask her out and also celebrate wilson bday, is like kill 2 birds in 1 stone. Not bad ..... After tt went home to watch soccer just nice reach home my Fav Arsenal just started Cool ... but late goal nearly squeeze my ball sia score so late but nvm still win can liao... Too bad Man U lost the match.... That it...

Life Getting Boring and Boring

2007-11-17T13:30:00.000+08:00

Haiz Weekend getting less and less liao Maybe recently fall sick that y have this kind of thinking haiz... Its time to rest more liao if not cannot attend alot of outfield training... Even God also stopping me to go out now Raining heavily outside now.... Ok ba go rest liao stop here........

Busy and Busy

2007-11-11T10:59:00.001+08:00

Hi guys im back to blog again.... Sorry sia recently damm busy to contact u all as there are alot of things need to sorted out in army. Now officer liao and im paid to do this workload haizzzzzz but nvm everything will be over if we think positively hahaha. Hope everyone is fine and healthy, don worry so much after NS, we can start to meet up liao as im not going to sign on liao becos my dad don allow mi to haiz feel abit wasted as i worked so hard to archieve my aim. No choice who ask mi is the only child.... After NS can go study liao and nightmare start to come liao hate to study la... How ? How ? How? but not bad la can find gf there and this time round must work damm hard liao becos just feel that alot of time being wasted in the past..... Its time to stop here Guys remember to keep in touch leh